According to the UN Human Rights Monitoring Mission, almost 13,000 people died from April 2014 till December 2018 as a result of the armed conflict in eastern Ukraine. Among them were 3300 civilians, 4000 soldiers of the Ukrainian army, and 5500 representatives of the so-called "LPR / DPR". 27,000 to 30,000 people suffered from injuries.
The story below is about the suffering of an innocent woman who has become a victim of war. The armed conflict changed the routine of Maryna Mykhailivna (the name has been changed) and turned her life into a survival in conditions of lawlessness and uncertainty. The documentators of Vostok-SOS Foundation met Maryna in a sanatorium in the picturesque village of Liutizh. The woman underwent a second consecutive rehabilitation after severe injuries that she received in the winter of 2015 during the shelling of a passenger bus near Volnovakha.
In the beginning of war
Maryna Mykhailivna lives in a small village located in the gray zone of the Donetsk region. At the beginning of hostilities, the woman did not leave for a long time, although the village repeatedly suffered from shelling. In the summer of 2014, other residents and the woman herself did not yet understand that they were between the hammer and the anvil - the war had begun.
I lost my job so I was hired to graze cows. And all these shells flew, we did not understand the scale of what was happening.
The shelling gradually intensified: two houses in the village were completely burned down. However, people viewed the fighting as something temporary. For a long time, there was no casualties until one tragic incident had happened. Maryna Mykhailivna still recalls it with horror.
Husband, wife, their child, and sister... all they left the village. They had a white minibus. As they were driving, the shell striked their car... it was a direct strike. I do not know where the sister was with her boy, maybe she took him out to the toilet ... Husband and wife were burned down in their seats. Sister is a disabled person of the third group. She does not want to share anything about that dreadful event.
Maryna Mykhailivna realized just in winter that there was a real war going on. No one knew when it would end. One day she decided to visit friends in the evening. Suddenly, shelling began and the explosions were behind the neighboring gardens. Maryna quickly returned home with her husband to milk the cow; suddenly the shells began to explode on a close distance to their house.
I was scared. My husband went through Afghanistan, he tried to reassure me: "Don't worry, it's not around yet." When it striked near neighbor`s house, he said: "This is the end." Shell got hit in front of the house and in the garden. Holes were of my height, and three meters in width. I don’t know why they were shooting. Luckily, we dodged a bullet. The fire went down the street as the shells hit all the houses in a row.
Attack
At the end of December 2014, Maryna Mykhailivna celebrated the New Year with the children at their home. The woman returned home on January 13 by train, where she met Olha, her neighbor in the compartment. Both women turned out to be on the road to Volnovakha. Maryna Mykhailivna carried heavy luggage, and three cakes for her friends. She didn’t want to go by bus, but Olha persuaded her.
Maryna Mykhailivna recalls that it was difficult to leave the bus station that day.
We had waited for four hours, we could not leave, there were so many people! So many went to Donetsk from Volnovakha. The bus left at 14:00, and someone stopped us at the checkpoint. I don't know, we stood there for a long time. And then I heard the strike.
At first, Maryna Mykhailivna did not even understand what had happened.
It felt like the bus jumped and all the windows shattered. People stood bloodied right in front of me. I didn't even feel pain when I was hurt. I didn't feel anything. Then, probably, I wanted to either lie on the floor, I wanted to move my leg ... and such a hellish pain!
The woman cannot hold back her tears and adds that an accident saved her from her own death.
I changed seats with Olha. She told me: "You leave earlier so you can stay here, and I will sit by the window." Right after the explosion I heard her whisper: "I'm too [wounded]." I saw how her face had started turning yellow. I thought she felt bad, but she actually died.
Rehabilitation
Rescuers pulled Maryna out of the bus by the hood of her jacket, covered in blood and shards of glass. After the attack, the woman was taken to the hospital, where she spent two months. Her family and volunteers visited her; they bought her medicines and food.
After some time, Maryna Mykhailivna returned home. Due to the injury, the leg did not bend; she had to spend a lot of time on difficult rehabilitation.
What a pain it was! They bent my leg without any anesthesia, without anything. It was bent by 25 degrees twice, then by 40 already. I screamed out loud.
The pain still reminds of itself, but it does not feel that bad as in 2015. However, the the brutalities of war has left a deep scar on her soul.
I'm worried about the pressure due to a nervous breakdown. And nothing helps. It happens that I feel some unexpected thrill and then such a wave of pain... I don't know what this thrill is. Nothing helps, neither medicine nor something else. I try to stay focused and control my thoughts and that's it.
Soul healing
At the end of our conversation, Maryna Mykhailivna told how she tried to curb fear and deal with post-traumatic stress.
I don't have a hobby, but I have four front gardens.
I used to have a cow. It was a family member. I treated her when she was sick. And then she fell and never got up. I was broke, I stayed home for a week. The cow was my hobby. If she was sick, I would take her on a leash and go to the vet. I loved the cow and now I cannot remember her without tears.
Now I love flowers, I have four front gardens of flowers. It's just for pleasure. I want everything to stay safe and sound.
Unfortunately, Maryna Mykhailivna`s story is not unique. That's great to know that the Ukrainian state provided the woman with primary treatment and rehabilitation, but it rarely happens to other civilians, affected by war. There are no state programs for the rehabilitation or systematic financial assistance to civilians, suffered as a result of the hostilities. People stay alone with their mental problems on their own. Inner revival and overcoming the fear of living in uncertainty is a great challenge for everyone who lives near the contact line and in the "gray zone". The one can see it on the example of Maryna Mykhailivna.
Cover photo: Ministry of Defense of Ukraine
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